gimana akhir liburan kalian? kalian habiskan kemana?
akhir liburan ini gue cuma di rumah. yah dikit-dikit gue icip-icip bukulah persiapan gue buat UN.
bayangkan guys! tinggal 3 bulan lagi gue jadi anak sekolah. sedangkan perjuangan gue masih 25% -____-
oke gak boleh patah semangat! 6(^o^)9
nah guys, akhir liburan ini gue juga trying move on loooh -___-
gue udah hapus nomer hpnya dia dari contact number gue, gue udah gak online dan gak liat dia di timeline, gue udah coba stop thinking about him. BUT, last night I dream of him. anjritttttt itu ngebuat gue galau lagi yaaaah.
bener-bener ngerasa hampa banget :(
gila yaaah gue! masih aja ngarepin dia. aduh parah banget ini :( :( :(
gini cerita mimpi gue, sebelumnya pas awal masuk kelas 12 gue sempet ngirim dia email dan gue nyatain perasaan gue disitu *aduh apa banget deh gue* nah disitu gue bilang "aku naksir kamu loh" udah itu doang. gue gak tau itu dibaca apa ngga sama dia. tapi yang jelas YM-nya dia aktif guys! yaa cuma Allah dan dia yang tau itu email gue dibaca apa engga sama dia. zzzzz
*lanjut ke mimpi gue* oke itu email udah 6 bulanan. tapi gue mimpiinnya SEMALEM. hmmm
gak jelas gimana jalan ceritanya. nah, sebelum gue bangun, dia ngebales email gue gini "aku lagi nyari miss puzzle :(". ITU MAKSUDNYA APA? oke mau nanya siapapun juga gak ada yang tau itu maksudnya apa. jangankan orang lain. belum tentu DIA JUGA TAU APA MAKSUDNYA. toh itu cuma mimpi fir! -___-
gue galau gak karuan hari ini. ngerasa hampa banget. mau cerita tapi gak ada yang.... *yaudahlah lupakan*
akhirnya gue mencoba sms dia *walaupun nomer hpnya udah diapus, tapi gue inget-___-* sekitar jam limaan. isi smsnya gini : "moso aku mimpiin kamu >.<". gue menunggu sampe sekitar jam 6. dan akhirnya hp gue, gue matiin.
dugaan gue kenapa dia gak bales sms gue :
- doi gak ada pulsa
- doi gak peduli
- doi belum baca
- doi lupa bales sms, atau yang lebih parahnya lagi
- doi udah baca blog gue, dan dia bener-bener gak peduli sama gue
sikap dia bener-bener udah kayak orang yang gak gue kenal. yaaah gue berharap waktu dapat merubah sikapnya kembali kayak dulu :'
galaunya gue hari ini diiringi sama lagunya bruno mars yang "count on me"
liat dulu deh liriknya :
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah
If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you
Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you
buat gue ini liriknya dalem banget. gak tau lagunya yang mana? ada kok di playlist gue. lo cari aja nih di pojok kanan atas. lo cari count on me- bruno mars. andai gue punya suara bagus. gue nyanyiin ini buat dia. :)
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